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"Everything is okay in the end... If it's not okay, it's not the end."
即使是雨季，也总会有雨过天晴的一天=）
♥ Friday, February 11, 2011
9:11 AM
在寂静中，自己的声音变得很大。和自己对话，想法都被扩大百倍，有时很可怕。但是，反省后才会进步吧:)在追看韩剧中，发现越喜欢贴近生活，剧情简单但充满生活趣味的作品。在会心一笑的那一瞬间，很感谢有这部片子。即使一切是假的，但那一瞬间的感情却是真的。其实，从中也会反省自己的生活，回忆起生活中的小细节，然后，只剩下那淡淡的，说不清的惆怅。
《谢谢》中，有一句特别深刻：我们又不是得了失忆症，怎么可能忘记一切呢？
《我的甜蜜都市》里，“有生命的一切，都生活在危险中”，因此而仿佛时间多了很多朋友，当寂寞来临时，路灯、椰树、星星、风。。一切都能成为我们的朋友。
最近和老朋友聚聚，一时动摇了。不知道是否迷失在周围人的忙碌中？刮风时，失足了？给自己的压力太大了吗？的确，一切都是相对的。古人的智慧真的很伟大。呵呵。
♥ Saturday, January 22, 2011
9:06 AM
沙洲，白润的牛奶滴在黄褐色，黑色像毒药一样扩张，停住。脑海里是不是涌上想法，无法及时记录下来，就被时间吸走了。
原本就不存在的东西，消失了。
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好久没到这儿，但或许在这儿发发牢骚，感慨一下没那么招摇吧。
原本为了让家人朋友知道在中国都做了什么，但后来再中国也不能用，就成了废墟，只剩回音在四角荡漾着，嗡嗡的。
这是个熟悉且陌生的城市，在温暖中有错位的幻觉。
♥ Saturday, March 28, 2009
10:34 PM
Its spring already but its still snowing! cold cold cold! Been going to the street side bookstalls which are opened in the weekend. bought a few books, they cost about 12 rmb on average. Bought Jodi Picoult's Mercy for 8RMB cuz its' been opened and read before, like 2nd hand bookshop kind. Hvnt been reading alot recently, more time spent on preparing for midsem and cca stuff!Listening to this very nice song, called 飘雪by 韩红. nice melody, nice lyrics. the ultimate combination! like 下雨天！I had this weird idea that maybe one day, I will find the time and inspriratonal to write a song. Bizarre isnt it? lol but who knows...?
dharma class is going to put up performance on vesak dａｙ．＜ｂｒ＞ｇｏｉｎｇ ｔｏ ｓｕｐｐｏｒｔ ａ ｓｉｎｇｉｎｇ ｃｏｍｐｅｔｉｔｉｏｎ ｎｏｗ，ｓｉｎｇａｐｏｒｅａｎｓ ｇｏｉｎｇ ｔｏ ｓｉｎｇ！ｗｈｅｅｅｅ
♥ Thursday, March 12, 2009
2:46 AM
Been quite slack recently, school has started for 4 weeks. Studying in the international class is indeed very different from being in the China students' class. I get to do what I want, play the erhu, read up, join more activities. It suddenly hit me one day, that I wouldnt want to look back and regret that I could have done so many things in China, in Beida, but I didnt. Its going to be a long, endless road once I start working, the resposibility, all those adult, complicated stuff. My friend once said that her uncle told her that uni life is the "time of your life". Guess Im still trying to achieve that.I was very inspired by my seniors. They look for things to learn, jap, french, im teaching one of my seniors erhu now! They really crave for knowledge, they put their thoughts into action, they realise their dreams, no matter how small. They are do-ers.
I guess its time for me to stop waiting for someone to kick me in my ass and start doing things for myself, about my life.
Perhaps joining accapella and dharma class is a good start, as much as I dont like to admitt, that I was kinda dragged for acca auditioning>< Damn scary! Thought I flopped! It was quite a big step for me to take, having no experience at all in singing, but I guess my musical urges have to be vented somewhere, and going everyweek k is too expensive and tiring. A new skill to learn, excited! Today's the first practice. wheee so much anticipation..
As the saying goes: 千里之行，始于足下！AJA AJA HWIGHTING!!!
♥ Tuesday, February 10, 2009
9:30 AM
人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺。又自古多情伤离别，更那堪，冷落清秋节。经历过再多的离别，也不会有熟悉的那一天。离别的滋味总是那么的陌生，我一直学习着，让自己适应。离别的恐惧，离别后那片辽阔的天空，百感交集。复杂，矛盾。
也许古人有他们自己的道理，为何把人比喻成月亮？世间一切都有规律，盛极必衰。有悲伤，才能突出欢乐；有离别，才让我们更珍团圆。有孤单的上弦月，才有诗人口中美丽、高贵的满月。
世间一切的一切都是相对的，即离别，也是如此。
♥ Saturday, February 7, 2009
8:20 AM
Been very hardworking blogging recently cuz ppl complaining my blog too dead la. So here's an update...Went to visit my grandpa at the hospital yesterday. He's 93 years old, abit weak recently and fell down in the toilet late in the night, about 2am. Was reading and got a huge shock when I heard the crash. The feeling's really dreadful. Its like you fear what you will see will not be sth pleasant. Scary. Then he had flu, and my mum suspected that he had a minor stroke when all of us wasnt around. Was admitted to Changi hopsital. Doc still diagnosing,things are looking fine and I hope it stays so. Me and sis on the way to see gonggong!
Today, went with sm to meet up with soph at Gelare, gave her bday present! She wasnt feeling good i think, somehow, it made me question the nature of relationships. Cynical eh! But the waffles and ice cream was...BRILLIANT!! REALLY really nice. dun regret all those consumption of fats AT ALL. at least, not yet. ahha. Glad that soph like the (very primary school like) card!
Then went to xyz tyf with simin!! omg so thankful that sm accompanied me la! my savior! haha. tyf was really great, even though it wasnt at any atas restaurant, the gathering itself, with ppl you were close to during your youth, feels really, really great. Its really comfortable, no awkwardness, or very little. Glad I went. Guess soem risks are indeed worth taking. The feeling of just talking, catching up, talking rubbish, laughing like I hvnt in a long time, I'll miss those very much=)
有些时光一旦流失了，就永远不复还。不能抱着遗憾，只能让脸上挂着会心微笑，感叹着青春岁月的单纯与美好。珍惜现在吧，活在现在吧！
怎么总无法摆脱阴影，心，又动摇了。抽刀断水水更流，借酒消愁愁更愁。总让我体会到了。。。
♥ Thursday, February 5, 2009
9:14 PM
Been watching this korean drama, Worlds Within. Style is like Grey's Anatomy, with a narrative throughout the episode, reflecting on his/ her life. Just that its a show about the nature of dramas. Reminds me of Shakespeare reflecting on his plays in The Tempest.Very fresh perspective.The episode Im watching now is titled Whiteout. 雪盲-在暴风雪中因白光反射而丧失方向感，甚至失明。不知自己是否会遇到这么一天？
但，即使遇到了，暴风雪也总有息怒的一天吧。甚至暴风雪后，大地经过白雪的洗礼，会更加洁白，干净吧。
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