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"Everything is okay in the end... If it's not okay, it's not the end."
即使是雨季，也总会有雨过天晴的一天=）
After that went to visit my grandma at the hospice, she's on 24 hours morphine, quite drowsy and fell asleep half way while eating. Quite a scare cuz afraid that she'll choke. Apparently dad said that the morphine takes a toll on her strength for the first day only, so it'll be better after day1.
Was talking to my bro just now,encouraging him to study harder,and exploring our Hakka roots. haha quite funny how the words managed to roll around my tongue and actually sounded quite correct. It started with "wa4 ka1 le gong4(hokkien), ngee 3 oi4 hao hao hok4 gao(go to school)(hakka)...." what a linguist I am. haha!
yeah but anw, point is that we suddenly recalled my grandma's shrill voice"zor ma-gai"(what in hakka), and that we dun hear it anymore cuz the cancer has infected her throat too. I guess that was when it really hit us right in the face what we were losing.. that human beings have this ability to shield ourselves from what hurts us most, but then reality just bits us really hard in the ass, in the most unexpected moment.. ouch>,<